If you plan things more carefully, you'll regain your stability and reach your goals without fear. If you need help with what you're doing, you should ask for it. Someone could be reaping what you sowed..
Now you've got the chance to show the world what you're made off. Maybe it's fun to be competitive with your boy/girlfriend in swimming, jogging, cycling or running. If it is at all possible, try to spend a week at a beach..
It's the right time to take your chances. People put faith in you and therefore it's possible to solve problems instead of ending up in endless discussions. You'll bump into an old acquaintance, which you thought you had forgotten about..
Examine your financial possibilities, otherwise you might get in trouble. Maybe you should make a cost-benefit analysis when you're spending your money. You'll find peace of mind if you'll do what you'd like to do and even by showing your teeth more often..